Chapter 25.

Chapter 25.

For two consecutive months, I’ve watched Jessy’s bump grow bigger and bigger each passing day.

And according to my analysis, she is four months gone.

And she never stopped mocking me about getting pregnant.

She thought I am finding it difficult to conceive, not knowing it is by my own will.

Funny.

“You have been in bed for hours now, aren't you getting up?”

Fredrick asked, buckling his shoes.

Since this morning, I have been in bed, unable to stand up because I've been feeling a lot dizzy lately.

And today, I woke up with a slight headache and a slight discomfort in my chest.

“I am not feeling too well.”

He turned around and raised a brow.

Since when?

He asked.

“Today.”

I lied.

“Then we should go see a doctor.”

He suggested.

“No, I am fine.”

I got up from the bed and went inside the bathroom.

And when I came out, he was still around.

“Aren't you going out today?”

“No, I feel like staying at home with you. Come sit here.”

He patted the bed.

“Wait, let me get dressed then…”

“No,”

He said, standing up.

“Let’s cuddle.”

I can't because I know what will come afterward.

And today is my ovulation too.

“I’ll get dressed first.”

He grabbed my wrist as I turned towards the closet.

“Come, little dove, it's raining outside and…”

He pinned me to his body.

“I need you.”

He whispered into my ear.

His whisper sent sensation into my body, making me react to his touch.

At this juncture, I know there is nothing that would stop him from doing what he wants to do.

And I can't stop him,

Fredrick is already in the mood,

And whenever he is, I can never break free from him.

Well,

It isn't a problem,

I still have the pills available.

——

As soon as Fredrock entered the bathroom to take a shower, I quickly got down from the bed, grabbed the bottle of water on the table, and brought out the pills from where I hid them.

Just as the doctor said, one is enough for a week,

But I am ovulating, maybe one won't work for me. I think I should take two.

I took two, returned the rest, and gulped it down quickly.

The moment I returned to the bed, Fredrick stepped out of the bathroom.

Whoa!

That was so fast.

I thought he would take a long time in the bathroom as usual.

Well,

I am so lucky that he didn't catch me taking the pills.

“Aren't you going to take a shower?”

He asked, wiping his hair with a towel.

“I will.”

I smiled at him and then got up from the bed.

However, when I took a step, I started feeling dizzy.

Weird,

What is going on?

“Are you alright?”

Fredrick asked when I stopped walking.

“Nothing.”

I said and slowly went inside the bathroom.

But the dizziness intensified the moment I poured water on my face.

Could it be the pills I took?

No, I don't think so.

I have been feeling dizzy these past few days,

It can't be the pills.

Besides, the doctor told me the pills aren't harmful.

Ouch!

My head hurts,

And my lower tummy hurts too.

Unable to stand on my feet anymore, I supported myself on the wall, and slowly sat down on the floor.

As soon as my ass touched the floor, a heavy pain hit my tummy as if a rock had been thrown on it.

Looking down at my leg in a blurry vision, I could see the towel on me soaked in blood.

Oh my God!

My heart started palpitating, and my body started trembling.

Blood?

How?

No,

What have I done this time?

“Fredrick!”

I screamed and at the same time, lost consciousness.

—-

When I opened my eyes, I realized I had passed out for two hours.

But Fredrick isn't with me,

Where is he?

Where am I?

This time, my vision is as clear as it used to be.

And I don't feel pain in my head, or my tummy anymore.

But when I tried to sit, a slight pain pierced into my lower abdomen.

“Easy, Mrs. Frederick.”

Oh,

I didn't even know that the doctor was in the room with me.

In his hand was a piece of paper, and he looked worried.

“What happened to me, Doc?”

I asked, praying I hadn't injured myself.

“Mrs. Fredrick, please answer this question honestly.”

What is it?

He held out the paper to me, but I couldn't take it as I was scared.

I don't know what was written there,

And I was scared it would shatter my heart if I read it.

I'd rather let him inform me.

“What is that?”

I asked him, trying as much as I could to hide my fears.

“I am sorry to inform you, but you've lost another pregnancy.”

What!

I was pregnant?

OMG!

I didn't even know I was pregnant.

But how?

I never had pregnancy symptoms,

And I have been menstruating nonstop.

“You were two months gone. He sighed deeply and shook his head.”

“Mrs. Frederick, I have no idea why you did this, but you should consider that Mr. Fredrick is so desperate for a child.”

Uhn?

What did I do?

“Even if you aren't ready for a child yet, I think you shouldn't have terminated the pregnancy.”

What da!

What is this man saying?

I can never do that,

I ain't a fool.

Even though I don't want to get pregnant for Fredrick, it doesn't mean I won't give birth in the future.

I love kids a lot, and I want to have one too.

“I didn't.”

He shook his head.

“Do not lie, Ma’am. Everything is visible on the scan result. You took pills and because it was too strong for your system to hold, it resulted in the miscarriage.”

What have I done?

Yes, I took the pills.

But I didn't know that I was pregnant and that it would cause a miscarriage.

Fredrick,

“Where is Frederick?”

I asked him, wiping the tears that had dropped from my eyes.

“He doesn't know about this, right?”

“Of course he knows.”

“Oh my God,”

I am doomed.

Fredrick won't forgive me for this.

How am I going to tell him that I didn't know I was pregnant?

How would I even tell him that I took the pills that would stop me from getting pregnant?

But how did I even conceive?

I've never missed taking the pills.

“Mr. Fredrick doesn't know that you were the one who terminated the pregnancy by yourself. He got furious and stormed out when I told him you lost another pregnant woman.”

Phew!